<3

2010-02-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

Kill me, I don't want to live anymore.

We won today, hahaz. Fierce battle.

Haiz, I don't want live anymore lahs, I screwed up my own fucking life, haiz. I'm such a bad hearted girl, sorry. You treat me so good I still like tht, haiz. I'm better off died uh. :'<

IMYJ

2010-02-06T13:24:00.001+08:00

FUCK.

GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP GIVE UP.

... :'<

But I just can't.

2010-02-05T20:26:00.001+08:00

I've been in a really bad mood recently, wellz life practically suckz I guess.
Ice creams doesn't seem to work anymore wohs Joshua how? D:
Sad, haiz. Anywayz, we lost to Dunman Sec and Ngee Ann, cos we were too scared I guess.
Most of th points is becos of me then lost dehs, sorry team I suck.

Life stinkz... :C

fuck you

2010-02-01T19:44:00.001+08:00

Wellz, we lost to Ngee Ann today, and alot of things have been happening and stuff, hmm.
Tht's all for today, no mood post.

2010-01-25T21:48:00.001+08:00

I feel so bad now, I don't knw I don't knw.
I really really don't knw...... D:

photo

2010-01-25T18:22:00.002+08:00

Won in today's match vs Junyuan. B') Took photo w Chermaine in toilet, hehez.
I saw Alfred hahaz, n Annli! B')

Life pretty much sucks

2010-01-24T08:53:00.000+08:00

Heyz, life pretty much sucks when u hve no computer or laptop!

Happy!

2010-01-20T20:12:00.002+08:00

Yay! I'm super happy today manz, like finally got my contacts after three years lahz, lovely! I wanted colour comtacts but it sounded like super ultra dangerous n since I first time, I tried th tranparent one, hehez. Super cool, I didn't tear much hehez, happy! :D

Hehez, gonna wear it tmr so don't need specs le, hehez! :3

a few more day days oh! :O
love u many.

random!

2010-01-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

Heyz readers, sianz.
Th fucking nose pores thing thing nvr make my nose chio-er lo, sad. I still hate people w chio noses aye! Roarz, okays school was ridiculously funny, especially sci lessons, but she kb me, want call my mum, then I told her I don't knw my dad's number, he no email blah blah, hahaz. Yep, mum sure kb me ltr, it's okays I'm prepared mentally n physially. :D

I saw my kindergarden photo, n I was god damn ugly! Hahaz, fugly woman w two pony tail n bangs! :O Martin n Steph were really cute, hahaz. Then saw Jing Yang also, hahaz. N alot of other people, I think hve Jaaishini :O No wonder I find her so familiar, hahaz! Heyz, I attempted all my hw lehs good girl right, hehez.

I love u! :-*

lovely

2010-01-17T20:46:00.005+08:00

ROARZ ROARZ ROARZ, heyz!
Just came home, lolz. Okayz, spent th whole day mostly w mum n sist lo. Met Martin, Sean n victor also, lolz. Nvr do anything wrong lahs -.- Lolz, n I recall seeing Chloe, so coincidental sia, cool aye. Hehez

Hmm, I bought th stick on nose thing thing. So watch out people w all those chio blackheadless noses, watch out! Hehez ^^ Just now stomach pain like fuck, for don't knw wht reasons also, retard! Okays, I v hyper nowz, don't knw whyz, hehe haha hoho! :D

I love u! :-*

fuck, imy.

2010-01-16T12:42:00.001+08:00

I've been down over some stuffs recently so I'll be mia for awhile, I want 2 end this life alrdy lahs. Enough of sufferings.

ILY MY BABY.

2010-01-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

Heyz, realised how fucking long I hven't been posting. Well, I'm pretty much hated by all th teachers now, they keep complaining about me, sadz. If they look down on me then look down uh, I'll show u all tht I'm not stupid, so stop looking down on me, n complaining, u all th mouth not tired de hurhurhur? Kb.

Anywayz, yep yep. Updated! :D
oh ohz, n Clarence, no I don't sneeze like a baby n no, I'm not named Joey cos I meant 2 be a baby ( Kangaroo ) U so mean leis, haha. Alot of things hve happened recently, I guess. N I guess I won't be captain for long, after all th endless complains n wht not. I don't care uh, up 2 them, but don't judge me lah hor.

Today sec 1 volleyballers all selected le, congratulations, welcome 2 our family, hehe. Okays, for those who didn't make it, don't so sad uh, cheer up! :D

I love u! :D

itimy.

2010-01-09T16:17:00.003+08:00

Packed up my old stuffs, reminded about th past, I kind of miss them, haha.
somethings stirring up inside of me, not a clue wht it is. Don't think tht way anymore, i won't keep it from u if I really do okays, really, trust me.

I won't think otherwise, or him, again.

I'll try my best promise.

Paranoid

2010-01-09T10:12:00.003+08:00

Wa, realised how fucking long I've not been posting already.
ltr I'ma gonna be a good girl n do some hw aye, doesn't sound like Joey can -.-
Hmm, ytd went TP train, kenna scolded n fooled around w, fuck it wasn't a good feeling okays, but it's all over so anyways, wanted buy food then realise my smiley not w me, roarz! Then cannot sms people D: n him of course, sad. Then talked 2 Stella, cry ty Stella 4 talking some senses into me. Love you! <3

Then I lost my file, wht a "great" day aye.

lovely, cute, handsome love you.

lala

2010-01-03T09:58:00.002+08:00

It's time 2 be faithful.
17 more days~

FUCK!

2009-12-31T17:37:00.001+08:00

Fuck, I'm like sick on new year's eve, fuck manz.
Sick until 38.8, I want go out de sia, sad sad sad! D:
I want cry already lahs, haiz.

Happy new year... D:

BANGS

2009-12-30T11:18:00.002+08:00

I'll be going 2J next year, hmm. Alot of 1G people sia, scared will be left out, sad D: But hav alot of people I knw so no worries bah.

I love sweetheart :]

2009-12-28T12:24:00.001+08:00

I SHALL UPDATE
Had a sudden urge 2 post today, recently my post all becoming like dabian so ugly ugly dehs, so I shall make it look nice nice. Christmas has 12 days btw, finally found out haha. I'm retarded n bored now -.-

lovelovelovelovelovelove u <3

Happy. lalala~

2009-12-27T10:38:00.002+08:00

Hello people, haha I v happy now. Hoho, felt like posting so yeah here I am! :]
I'm just v curious Christmas have how many days de huh? :O Oh oh, n I'm a free thinker now, muahahaha :] Today's a good good day aye, muahahahaha :3

lalala, love u.

2009-12-25T10:16:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!
My phone fell flat dead on christmas day! Fuck, n when I got home.
The phone just hanged w th 30 plus over msges coming in. Anyways, I deleted all my msg, FUCK! D: but nvm uh, @ least wished until somebody heng @ 12 plus, haha.

lalalalalalala~ MERRY CHRISTMAS, LOVE U

fucklove

2009-12-23T21:33:00.007+08:00

Nvr knew tht being rejected would've hurt so much, yep yep I got rejected, haha. So why do I keep holding on, u already stated v clearly tht u don't like me anymore, why do I still like u, u already said tht u don't knw n tht would usually mean tht we're over why do I still miss it. It was wonderful being w u, u were wonderful. But we're not meant.

Why do u even sms me when u can't be bothered to, just don't sms me bahs, how u usually msg her is much better a million times better, @ least u bothered 2 reply her, n yes I knw u like her. Then why the fuck am I so stupid, why why why why why, why did I show my weak side, it's retarded, I'm retarded. I'm totally crushed, the more I think I'm over u, the more I fall for u.

My heart has long given up, but I've nvr let go of u, I miss u. I feel so empty n retarded, why am I even posting when I don't want u to knw, anyways u also won't read this crap shit, n u don't like me or see as I existed or cared about my feelings.

(edited)
It's all over :] After so long, time 2 let go.

Retarded me.

2009-12-23T11:20:00.001+08:00

Cried today, retarded me. Nothing update, school going reopen, sad.

I want faith in true love again.

2009-12-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

Why can't I be like how I was last time, when we would nvr be broken hearted when we were young, how did I let go so easily last time, why does it seem so hard now. My feelings for u, u'll nvr knw how I feel, I can tell u it sucks, love itself sucks, I want back my faith for true love, is there really no guy out there understanding this.

Slacked @ 840, played basketball, improved abit lah hor, haha.

WELCOME N HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2009-12-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

Welcome back Wesley Tei, 4 those who didn't knw, Wesley went 2 Malaysia n came back today. LOL, okays yeah so yeah, welcome back.

N HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE SIST, LOVE U! <3

Stayed over @ Rachel's ytd w Deborah, had fun.

TUMBLR <3

2009-12-19T09:26:00.001+08:00

www.whtlovedoes.tumblr.com

O V E R

2009-12-18T18:47:00.003+08:00

I don't like u le don't like u le don't like u le!
O V E R O V E R O V E R O V E R O V E R O V E R
Time 2 seriously move on uh Joey Tan, retarded I knw,
this is 4 me by th way, don't make fun of me ty.

I DON'T LIKE U ANYMORE LAHS ------! -.-
Hmm, th stone on my chest lifted alreadys, I guess? :]
Don't want wait liaos lahs, byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye 2 u.

Troubles troubles fuck off!

2009-12-16T19:34:00.002+08:00

Have been troubled by tht question, my answer is yes n no. Why didn't I confidently said no? Why do I keep reconsidering, why must u appear @ this time, when I'm getting over u. But if u don't appear why do I feel a nostalgia feeling, why do I miss u.

I don't want to feel this way anymore, it hurts.

Automatic Automatic

2009-12-16T11:08:00.002+08:00

FUCKZ MAN! Yesterday worst day of my life manz, broke my fucked up fingernail. Then bleed quite alot, first time see so much blood other than menmen n tht time th wire cut my leg n other things i don't rmb? Scary sia, yuck yuck yucks. Still can rmb, ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

Okays, now everybody still sleeping, so bored! Zzz, haven't do homework, school going reopen soon liaos, sianz. Christmas in 9 days! :]

I want watch princess n th frog!

2009-12-14T12:57:00.002+08:00

Went out yesterday wit Deborah n Chermaine. Chermaine came 2 my house first then we left 2 go collect my handphone. I down there slowly slowly until v long then left n then went 2 take chermaine's things @ her house then walked 2 inter n sat bus 2 Eastpoint. Then we walked into th Pet Safari or something, th dogs there are like friggin' cute lahs. All small small puppies then have one sleep until damn glam, haha. Have one chio chio one also, then we went 2 see th rabbit thing thing n saw th hamsters n guinea pig, th guniea pigs v v v cute sia! I'll buy one next time, but it's like $30. O:

Then went out saw th turtle thing thing, cute is cute lahs but damn scary. Went up 2 second floor then tell th people then went in lorhs, then have one handsome boy haha. But not th point uh, went 2 collect my phone when my number came lorhs. N then th phone I test still okays one, then after tht I left v happily. Then suddenly sot diao again, fuck manz. Then I pissed off use back th spare phone lorhs.

Left Eastpoint n went 2 find Deborah, met up @ Bluesea. Then they ate n after tht slacked @ bus stop, then Chermaine had 2 go so she take th bus n we left 2 go carpack slack. Then have one couple, don't knw wht they doing hide hide, maybe doing some wrong things, don't knw?
Had heart 2 heart talk, long time nvr talk 2 her le, haha. Wanted meet Laobu 4 dinner @ Mac one, then stupid Laotouzi go eat with Laobu then I don't want go lorhs.

After tht Deborah met wit her bros eat dinner then I left 4 home. Played some stickman game, haha! Fun okays, don't make fun, haha. Someone intro me dehs, haha. Then slept le, sry 4 sleeping so early uh people I was texting.

Team One, I miss you all!

2009-12-11T19:46:00.006+08:00

Hello you faithful readers out there, I'm back from camp, n one great great great great accomplishment, I'm so totally over u! Well, no more heartaches, I'm happy about tht! And I rebonded my hair, 4 those laggers who have yet 2 know, I love my hair now! I love my fringe especially. N sadly, my hair has already started curling, so yeah th rebonding sucks 2 th max.

But I still look better then before so yeah tht's all. I lazy 2 update shall update next time. Now 4 a big birthday wish.

Happy Belated Birthday Handsome Clarence!
Finally 13 already, must be matured okays, haha. Hope ur dream of being a handsome boy comes true. Now I wish you lahs, haha. Sry couldn't wish you on that day cos I was @ camp. Hope ur dreams will come true and u'll be happy n stuff. Happy belated birthday! :]

I miss you.

2009-12-06T08:58:00.002+08:00

Went out yesterday with Mandy and Terryin. Actually wanted go out with Deborah but she lazy go out so yeah I went to meet with Mandy and Terryin instead, bused down to Simei's Eastpoint and went to find them @ the cut hair there because Terryin rebonding her hair, and took alot of unglam photos of her, haha!

Her hair now so straight plus no tie mark, but her hair looks normal lorhs, cause @ the start her hair already so straight, I can't want to rebond my hair, I think I'll look like shit ah but who cares right? After that went to eat, but I didn't eat because 1. no money 2. quite full. Then ate waffles with ice cream, we shared. After that toilet, Terryin wanted take photo but nah I didn't want to, haha.

Went bused back to Tampines, looked for pirate things, and found! :D
But it's like fucking expensive can, one hat like 6 dollars? After that Terryin left and I walked to Mandy's house with Mandy, chat laughed heart talk? After that went buy bubbletea then alot of things lahs, reached home 11/12 then father kaobei, yep that's all.

Now father keep kaobei, diam lahs. Roarz

Boy, you're all I ever wanted.

2009-12-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

Wa, I'm fucking tired right now, eye keep want close want close.
Had training today, halfday! (L) But aww did gym and hell of a tired.
Just realised how smart Xueting was, she's like 66 out of whole cohord,
and I'm like bottom few but it's okays aye I guess.

I wish Chermaine a speedy recovery and Grace and Mandy and Doris too!
Hope that Steph and Zhenni will arrive back in Singapore safely! (L)
Today had only like 7 people for training and it's kind of weird.
Empty and all but yeah training as normal tiring lorhs.

After that, it was raining and I was drenched, but still bought
bubbletea then my whole body cold cold one, purple lips
that's what they say haha, my fingers too, haha!
Went to Nicole's house, parted with Sir.
Watched the Omen while texting, haha! :X
Then watch Wizards of waverly place almost cry sia, retard -.-

Left for home with everybody, Xueting walked back,
Averyl, Adiel, Judy, Terryin and Me went to take bus then bus card
NO MONEY! Then I put coins lorhs, what to do.
Next stop reached home le.

Hmm, can't lie I still love you lahs.
How I wish time would reverse itself, and I
didn't make such retarded mistakes, Joey's retarded aye.

I'm MIA.

2009-12-04T07:25:00.002+08:00

Hmm, next week going MIA, don't spam my blog.
Aye, yep that's all I guess, won't be able to
text as much -.-
Hope the camp will be fun and all,
those that view my blog please please please please
leave a friggin tag, okays thankyou.

How do I stop missing you, I don't want to feel
this way.

My quiz

2009-12-02T19:30:00.003+08:00

Tagged by RachelFoo <3

What is your full name ?
Joey Tan Pei San

Do you like your first name ?
Hell No.

Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours ?
Nah, of course not.

Have you cried today ?
Nah.

What are you doing this morning at 8 a.m ?
In the Mrt -.-

What are you doing an hour ago ?
Watching teevee.

What are you currently doing ?
Texting.

Have you told anybody tht you love them today
Yep, today.

Do you miss anyone now ?
Yep.

Any plans for tmr ?
Argh, volleyball.

What is the reason behind the last time you cried?
Relationship, it's retarded -.-

Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C ?
Umm, nah.

Name someone who makes you smile today, how ?
Umm, I forgot liaos.

Name a friend who's name starts with Z
Zoey, haha.

Which of your friend stays closest to you ?
Umm, Lihui.

Do you prefer call or text ?
Both also can.

Was yesterday better than today ?
Yep.

Can you live a day without TV and your phone ?
.________.

Are you mad about anything now ?
todaytodaytodaytoday.

Do you ever think that relationship are worth it ?
Once.

Last person you visit in hospital ?
Grandfather.

When is your last and second last hug ?
Today.

What does the last text in your inbox says ?
Good lo, I so good not lecher. Ni de good didi eh :D -Junhui

How do you feel about your life now ?
Fucked up.

Do you hate anyone ?
Yep.

Last person you called
LOL, Adiel, pretty friend :]

Who usually send you the most msg in a month ?
Ummmmm, Joshua?

Is your room very messy now ?
Should be.

Your shortest relationship ?
1/2 weeks.

Who do you like ?
Chermaine, Deborah, Rachel, Mandy, Terryin, Joshua, Joshua, Junhui, Wesley, etc

Tag 10 people to do this survey
Chermaine, Deborah, Rachel, Terryin, Mandy, Joshua, Joshua, Alien.

I'm sadded, haha.

2009-11-23T08:40:00.002+08:00

Hi people, I sadded sia!
Cannot find any nice nice blogsins,
I jealous of other people sia,
blogskins all so nice nice deh.
Roarz, find for like so dam bloody long,
still cannot find anything nice, sianz.

Hmph, and so I found this.
I don't think it's really that nice though.
But the designer make very nice lahs, :X
Aye anyways, I'm so bored right now.
Now have this song, "Meet Me Halfway",
what the fuck sia, don't understand what pigu
they talking about.

I want a happy christmas!

2009-11-22T15:01:00.002+08:00

Hey people, suddenly very in the mood of christmas!
ROARZ, I want to celebrate christmas this year.
Till really late @ night, romantic, fun, happy!
I want to watch Christmas Carol too!

I'm planning to go to Orchird and see lightings,
then count down and party whole night!
Who wants to come along? Haha :X

I'm so happy!

2009-11-17T07:30:00.002+08:00

Woo, I'm so happy! ^.^
Yayness, My sister ( Joleen ) helped me
straighten my hair ytd night, and
it's so straight! I'm so happy.

Muahahahaha, now my ponytail no longer
boomz! But after I wash it off, it's no more D:
But it's ok, happy for one day good also, haha.
I love you sister! Thanku for helping me straighten :]
I'm going to reborn my hair no matter what,
I don't care roarz, as long as I like it, that's
good enough haha, I don't need your opinion, roarz!

Having training later on, zzz.
I go cook fried rice already, no onion or garlic,
haha :]

RANdom.

2009-11-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

Hey people!
I'm eating Apple right now.
Muahahahahaha :3
It's been so long long long since I posted aye.
I bet you all missed me, haha! :X

Hmm, since Joshua.T posted about me on his
post I shall post about him here now!
Haha, yep yep I'll pei you through
the christmas haha, see I so good.
Get well real soon, for your leg and your hand and
everything else lah, haha.
Don't get sick uh! Not good for heath you know.
I jealous of you seh, never growing fat, zzz.
Stay as strong as always!

Haha, don't know why it become like some
birthday wish or what fuck -.-
Aye, anyways. Updated! ^.^

fuck, spoilt my mood

2009-11-13T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hmm, mood totally spoilt due to some personally stuffs.
Had tournament today and ytd, both lost.
Cried like crazy woman ytd, but today didn't,
realised what Joshua said was right, haha thanku.

We may not be in the finals of under 13 this year,
but that's a blessing in disguise, we'll get
a comeback next year, stronger than ever,
just you wait Xinmin, think you very good is it?
Sore winners, that's what you are bitch!
Not happy with our team don't need like that right.

Hearts.

totally down mood can

2009-11-12T20:42:00.003+08:00

ROARZ!
FUCK YOU, dam bad mood today.
Today played against Xinmin, lose nvm.
But got this fucking fella, go smack
my hand when suppose to shake hands for
end of game, she go smack me, cb cb cb!
PISSED OFF, FUCK YOU MAN.

Cried abit only uh, no mood post.
But then I cheer up liaos, haha.
Ok lah, fuck you bitch bye! ^.^

smelly dirty yucky

2009-11-09T09:35:00.004+08:00

Hmm, need to go to school later.
But I'm like fucking lazy can, so
I decided not to go, muahahaha.
Or maybe I go, aiya I don't fucking care luhhs.
Results slip nia, not as if I need it,
later I take parents also kaobei,
so better not take, muahahaha.

Nobody jio me out seh, actually have uh but
then I don't want go Ikea seh.
The bus is like dam smelly can, -.-
No offense uh, but then I think the bus
filled with people's sweat and what shit,
plus they never wash. Fucking gross.

I'm so bored now sehhhhh.

Hearts

love ya

All I can think about

2009-11-08T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hi readers, I'm so bored!
why must the school holidays be so boring,
nothing better to do at home.
Plus nobody jio me out today, so bored can.
I'm getting a lil sick of my blogskin already,
so that tells me that I should change it already.
Haha, recently all I can think about is him.
Don't know why also, weird feeling seh.

I miss Deborah, Rachel, Chermaine, Him!

I love you, I miss you, I want you, I need you.

Fuck my phone.

2009-11-07T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hmm, hate my phone.
Cannot use the USB cable, need slowly sent.
I lazy seh, fuck.

Hearts.

A big word, success!

2009-11-05T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hi, It's been a very hardwork this whole week.
Because this week is U13 week, haha.
Had great time cause we won both matches so far.

Yesterday, 4 November, Wednesday.

Played against Unity and we won!
After the game they seemed pissed with us,
they're like so fierce.

After that we waited for seniors to bathe and
then we set off together for Hougang Mall
to eat @ the fourth level Kopitiam.
And Adiel and Judy went to Macdonalds,
wanted to go too but I not enough money, Muahaha.
After that Nicole, Pamela and Me went to find
them and say byebye to Seniors and Sir.

We joked at Macdonalds until we laughed like hell,
then we all coped Pamela's sweet, sorry Pamela!
Haha, it was very nice though, then we all
queued up to get water for Adiel and we stack
the cups together to get the cups tower!
Then Me and Adiel kept coping Nicole's fries, haha.

Bused home with Nicole, Adiel and Pamela cause
Judy took the train so she didn't follow, like obviously.
Walked home with Adiel.

Today, 5 November, Thursday.

Today woke up extra early and phone spoilt yesterday, fuck.
But it's ok now, woke up at like 6 plus cause match is
@ 9am and we needed to reach there 1 hour earlier and
stuff, plus go there need time also.

Then met up with Nicole, and it was raining!
Met her in the bus, went together, sorry Chermaine!
Never go with you, sorry. Ok then saw Judy and Adiel
squeezing into a small umbrella super cute, haha.
Then Nicole suggested we wait for them, and we waited
for very long, then Nicole called them and they
already reached Macdonalds, roarz.

So we went there and head counted, then left for the
bus. It wasn't double decker so we stood up the
whole ride, never voimit! Haha, then stretched and
everything. Ok now cut short, we won Yu Ying!

Went back, voimited and had training then went for
lunch and trained spiking, blocking and main 6.
My blocking improved! Haha, ok then training end.
Followed Nicole, Xueting, Giselle, Jessica to buy bubbletea.
Bused home with them.

Hearts.

One big OUCH!

2009-11-04T07:27:00.003+08:00

Yesterday hurt my finger during training,
due to not cutting my nail, the whole
thing bend in, causing my nail to
crack and leaving a blueblack, ouch!

Yesterday, 3 November, Tuesday.

Yesterday woke up as usual, but earlier.
Cause have training and I wasn't late!
Muahahaha, changed up, Sir talked to our team.
And don't worry team, I know that you all respect
me and Xueting, then did stretchings and everything.

Then trained, Sihui trained us, and then one ball
she spiked dam hard, I tried to get it and ended
hurting my middle finger and it was the left side one,
first i hurt the right side one, now left side, fuck!
Can't do setting anymore thanks to it, but I'll try.
Need to write three reflections and I haven even started!

Oh and in the afternoon we played with the seniors game,
and we were close to winning, but they won cause
they're seniors right, haha.

Hearts.

What a disappointment.

2009-11-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hi, back to blog again!
Today was supposed to have tournament,
U13 but then was postponed cause of
the organiser, don't know how organise one.
Therefore, it was postponed to Sunday!

Today, 2 November, Monday

Woke up early @ 7 plus, couldn't sleep no more.
Then ate bun buns, and used computer.
After that, sister left home then I loner,
alone @ home, it sucks luhhs.
Watched some Hong Kong drama show then
changed and went to meet up with
Chermaine and Zhenni in the bus.
Reached inter Tampines soon after, Terryin
couldn't find me, haha. Waited for everyone,
then left for Hougang Sports Hall!
3 stops after the Hougang inter get down,
eh ignore it, it's just a reminder for myself.

Went to the Sports hall, then sir came
and after awhile the guy came and tell us
that today's match postponed when we're already
there, fuck! Oh, and i saw Huimin, long time never
see her le, haha. Went for dinner @ Hougang mall.
Then bused back to Tampines inter,
separated with the girls and bused home with Nicole.

Halfway through the ride, cannot take it liaos.
Went down the bus cause of motion sickness, crap.
Walked home, saw sister then homed.
There's some unknown species insect on the floor,
I hate insects, I'm anti-insects!

Hearts.

My hard love for you.

2009-11-01T13:17:00.003+08:00

Hi, It's been a long time since I've blogged.
And I'm finally done with my blogskin, but next
time I maybe will change again uh, I dnt know.
Oh yeah, I've been promoted to 2(E).
I'm happy and sad about that cause, I managed
to pull through the whole dam fucking thing.
But my friends didn't and I think it's dam unfair.

I never put in any effort i make it, they've put in
alot of effort, going to tuition studying hard
and everything, but they couldn't pull through.
Why so unfair sia, I dnt want to part with you all,
I want to stay with you all, I'm afraid we might
not be close together forever, I dnt want that to happen,
I want us to be friends whether we're in the same course
or not, I dnt care, I really dnt wish to separate.

Yesterday, 31 October, Sunday.

Yesterday I went out with Deborah and Rachel,
together with Deborah's brothers, we
played under the rain and it was super fun.
The slide was like super fun can.
Like wild wild wet like that, shiok bo.
Then we pour water over ourselves and took photos,
and swinged it was like fantastic!
After playing like mad, we went to buy cup noodles
to eat, Rachel treat (Thank you) then she took the
bicycle and cycle, then Deborah's brother called her
olympic girl, funny siol. After that went to Mac
to clean up, it was like super cold until i shiver
like some mad woman (-.-) Rachel's Aunt came and
drove us back home. Reached home, bathed, sms,
fell asleep. Had major headache and flu, slight fever.

Hearts.

Forever young.

2009-10-25T22:21:00.005+08:00

Today is my thirteen birthday! :D
I want to thank those who wished me.

Adiel,
Deborah,
Chermaine,
Rachel,
Joshua,
Wesley,
Ryan,
Sean Too,
Sean,
Martin,
Jarren,
Baowei,
Jasmine,
Kaifeng,
Joleen Jie,
Joanne Jie,
Philip,
Margaret,
Judy,
Faith,
Gina,
Edmund,
Gina,
Clarence,
Terryin,
Paul,
Firdauz,
Adiel,
Dina,
Averyl,
Eileen,
Cleo,
Charleen,
Mummy! :D

Thanks to all of you all, i hearts you all! :]

Smack Rachel's buttocks.

2009-10-19T18:13:00.002+08:00

Hey Sweetheart(s),
Back to blogger again! :]
Long time never post le right, hahs.
Oh and this blog has reopened, well it's quite obvious.
But i don't care, hahs -.-
Now at lan with Deborah, Rachel and Wesley.
Wesley is playing his somewhat stupid gun game -.-
No offence to people who plays that game those.
If you're a passerby and you want to tag just tag alright.
Make friends i don't mind, but if you come please tag.
If not i very lil tag, then my tagboard like so dam plain can.

Boy, i love you ♥

I'm such a useless idiot.

2009-10-17T10:56:00.000+08:00

I've got no mode to post recently, so I'm going mission in action.

I made a heart break.

2009-10-15T19:28:00.007+08:00

Tuesday, 13 October 2009.

Went to watch Fame @ Golden Village,
and it was dam nice can, the movie filled with alot of handsome boys,
especially Paul Mcgill, so handsome siol.

At first in the morning, didn't felt like
going, then after that Azly convinced me to
watch, so i went to watch luhhs, then met them downstairs, and i was super late.
Cause i late minute then bathe, sorry Azly and Sean.
Met up with Rachel and Ashwin, and then
Deborah and Chermaine @ Long John Silver.
It took us a very long while to decide what to watch, and we chose Fame in the end.
It was super nice, the songs also.
After that Terryin lend us her card we went to play arcade.
Sorry Terryin, used up so much money.
Ltr, Ashwin had to go, and Azly went to Sean's house.
So we went to meet Mandy and Terryin @ Mac.

And after that, Deborah came to my house and we packed for more than 1
hour for my things and then left for Deborah's house.
Went her house and bathed, then ate and watched teevee.
Then talked on the phone with Jarren, and then slept.
But the whole night, i can't sleep at all, except awhile but for
a lil bit only, then don't want disturb Deborah, so i just
keep staring at things, trying to sleep.
But cannot, so whole night keep sleep then wake up.

Wednesday, 14 October 2009.

Woke up, went for breakfast with Deborah and Ryan, Deborah's father @ the kopitiam.
But first, brushed teeth and washed face and stuff.
I ate Meepok Dry with chilli, superb nice.

Walked to Deborah's Uncle shop and Deborah and Ryan prayed for their Grandfather.
Then we asked for umbrella as it was raining and went back le.
Ryan rushed to school in his raincoat as he was late.
We stayed home and slacked and eat and watch teevee.
Then Deborah helped me blow straight my hair and stuff.
soon left to meet Rachel, downstairs. And sat 293 to Tampines interchange.
Met up with her Aunt @ Mrt, and went to ThaiExpress to eat.
And they actually didn't tell us their credit card machine broke down.
Her aunt almost had not enough money, but she had enough in the end.

We bought friendship band and then left Tampines mall liao.
I went back to Deborah's house and took my stuff.
Then slacked awhile and went to take bus liao, met Mummy at the 291 busstop,
Bought ice cream and went up liao. Bathed then slept.

Thursday, 15 October 2009.

First thing's first, Happy birthday Joshua! :D
May you pass your end of years with flying colours.
Today ate bread and left for training,
i thought i overslept was dam tired. then had diarrhoea in the morning :/
Then left for training @ shss, hall! :D
Spiking deproved, Sir was so upset he didn't want to train us :C
Break, went to eat @ Bluesea, ate prata special and fruit punch ice blended.
After that bought cake for Judy and Adiel, happy belated birthday! :]
Celebrated and stuff, then walked home with Nicole and Adiel,
ate cup noodle and ice cream.

End of my long post, of three days.

I wouldn't be sorry,

2009-10-09T11:15:00.004+08:00

Hey Baby(s),
Today is the last day of End of years,
and of course, I'm back! :]
Ok, today came home like fucking early right.
Haahs, I'm bored now siol, nothing btr to do.
Everybody celebrating that end of years ended
and I'm rotting at home, so un-fun siol.
Next week is Oral week, I'm scared like anything.
I think surely plus chop will fail oral deh,
hello It's chinese oral, -.-
Now for upload of old photos! ;D

I'm not giving up.

2009-10-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

Hey beauty(s),
I know it's already halfway through
end of years, ahhh but who cares?
I'll be missing in action from blog for now,
so goooodbye and half fun mugging for now.

Luvvv Joey.
Ps,(will upload old photos again after end of years).

That sucks.

2009-10-06T16:01:00.004+08:00

Hey all you devoted readers,
Today's paper was maths and really hard.
And i didn't finish the alot of mark
question! Fuck, i finished the graph
which i found out was not alot of mark.
And the last question i never finish,
cause not enough time and alot of mark sia.
fuck fuck fuck, oh and sorry Joshua
for not being able to pass you mathematical set.
Time for uploading of old old photos! :D

A great feel of success.

2009-10-05T18:31:00.000+08:00

Hey Babes, it's been a long time.
And I'm like finally done with my blogskin,
how is it? Haahs, i know it sucks.
But still, hope you like it.
Haahs, oh oh and i have a USB cable now.
Thanks to Chermaine, and I'm going to
upload the photos when blogger has no
more problems luhhs, ok bye :D

Luvvv Joey.

I've come back for you.

2009-09-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

I've decided to come back to blogger,
doesn't that show how much devotion i am
to blogger. Hahas, alright.
End of years are here and I'm still not
studying, i don't know why, i can't seem
to concentrate while studying.
That's the nature of Joey, i guess.